Marissa had romanticized and envisioned what her suicide would look like throughout the entire eight years of her addiction, at times even praying the men who had taken advantage and abused her would do it on her behalf. Marissa knew she wanted to feel her breaths become shallow. She knew wanted to feel so completely numb that it brought her to a state of euphoria. Marissa knew that the moment she shut her eyes she'd be at peace. What she didn't know is what has led her to write this book. For the higher power who gave Marissa a second chance and her reason in life has a message for the ones far, near and in-between people like her. This is the story, stories and personal experiences she's had before, during and after her awakening into the conscious, cognitive shift. You could call this an adventure story, a self-help book, memoir or testimony. What you will find while reading is up to you. You may resonate with her story or you may find it purely entertaining. The gift of being truly present and patient with ourselves is a lost virtue; a controlled and manipulated fear-based avoidance of the inner child and imprinted trauma. With that comes the entities of ego, shame regret and guilt which Marissa believes holds humanity hostage against the purity of our freewill. For a long time, she believed she was going mental, and with each voluntary and involuntary experience the truth of the happening became. This is her story.
✔ Author(s): Marissa Hardy
✔ Title: Still Fucking Alive: The true story of transforming from a victim and survivor into a fighter
✔ Rating : 5 out of 5 base on (11 reviews)
✔ ISBN-10: B0CJ47Y7LV
✔ ISBN-13: 978B0CJ47Y7L6
✔ Language: English
✔ Format ebook: PDF, EPUB, Kindle, Audio, HTML and MOBI
✔ Device compatibles: Android, iOS, PC and Amazon Kindle
Readers' opinions about Still Fucking Alive by Marissa Hardy
Elaine Leonard
This book has reignited my passion for reading. It reminded me of the sheer joy that can be found in losing oneself in the pages of a good story. I can't wait to explore more books now.
Aileen Menzie
This book is a treasure trove of knowledge and wisdom. The insights offered by the characters and their experiences have left a lasting impression on me.
Kara Snyder
The author's ability to evoke a wide range of emotions through their words is truly remarkable. I felt like I was on an emotional rollercoaster throughout the entire book.
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